I wish, i wish, i wish!

If i could have anything in the world, it would be that little black pen from Men in Black.
You know that little mind eraser? Set the time, date, a quick little flash and its all gone.
How much easier would it make life to have the ability to just forget that you'd seen it. Forget that you'd heard it. Forget that you'd felt it. All the maybes, all the why's would just vanish from our lives, enabling us to move on, continue along our merry way without a second ponder of why.

just because.

Sometimes our minds and emotions can get the better of us.
Sometimes you just need to go home.
Sometimes you just have to do what you have to do to make yourself feel okay.

Its hard to know what the right decision is.

Sometimes the only way to move forward is to take a step backward.
Sometimes you have to break things down to build them back up.
Sometimes staying put with a strong face doesn't work.

When it rains, it pours.

Sometimes nothing makes sense.
Sometimes you just feel alone.
Sometimes all forms of reasoning feel irrelevant.

Sometimes its for no other reason than
just because.

Never ending racetrack.

Pick up all your tears
throw them in your backseat
leave without a second glance
somehow im to blame
for this never ending racetrack you call llife.

So turn right into my arms.
Turn right, you wont be alone.
You might fall off this track sometimes
but i hope to see you at the finish line.

Driving all your friends
at a speed they cannot follow
and soon you will be on your own
somehow im to blame
for this never ending racetrack that you call life.

So turn right into my arms.
Turn right, you wont be alone.
You might fall off this track sometimes
but i hope to see you at the finish line.

I did all i could, i gave everything.
But you had to go your way.

Hope to see you on the finish line..

live and let live.

Better to have tried and still lost than to lose and regret not trying.
♥

Jesus Christ

Jesus Christ, that's a pretty face.

The kind you'd find on someone i could save.

If they don't put me away,

it'll be a miracle.

Do you believe you're missing out

That everything good is happening somewhere else?

With nobody in your bed

The night's hard to get through.

And i will die all alone

And when i arrive, i wont know anyone.

Well, Jesus Christ, i'm alone again.

So what did you do those three days you were dead?

Cause this problem's gonna last

more than the weekend.

Well, Jesus Christ, i'm not scared to die

I'm a little bit scared of what comes after

Do i get the gold chariot?

Do i float through the ceiling?

Do i divide and fall apart?

Cause my bright is too sly to hold back all my dark. 

And this ship went down in sight of land

And at the gates does Thomas ask to see my hands? 

I know you'll come in the night like a thief

But i've had some time alone to work out my lying technique

I know you think that i'm someone you can trust

But i'm scared i'll get scared and i swear ill try to never give up.

So do you think that we could work out something

Some know that it's you and that it's over so i wont even try. 

I know you'll come for the people like me

But we all got wood and nails, tongue tied to a hating factory. 

We all got wood and nails, tongue tied to a hating factory. 

We all got wood and nails, we sleep inside of this machine. 

"I'm in love with you and excited for what is to come"

It never ceases to amaze me how much words can mean. Even with no actions, simple words that are so meaningless on their own can be strung into one little sentence that means so much.

Humans are strange creatures. We can be so wary, cynical and sceptical of life in the hope to protect ourselves. But when we find ourselves besotted with love or excitement, it seems these precautionary measures are thrown out the door, almost inevitably leading us blindly into a cradle of hurt and disappointment.

While most of us are hesitant to place our hearts in the hands of others, we find ourselves, at one point or another, blindly taking the risk in a moment of faith. No matter how brief that moment may be, if only for an instant, the walls come down and we find ourselves falling undoubtedly into the unknown. All our love, trust and happiness at the mercy of another.

Love and excitement, serendipity and hope. With our hearts held firmly in the hands of another in a bond that we once thought unbreakable, we realise how quickly it can all be changed. Even the strongest bonds will turn to rust. Fragile from wear, they collapse, crushing with it our dreams, hopes and prayers.

Maybe humans are foolish. Perhaps naive. Or maybe we're just trusting and hopeful. While some may act like they're above, or perhaps below emotion, it is a feeling we all experience. Regardless of whether it be briefly or prolonged, a broken heart is something to which we can all relate.

Heartbreak is the bearer of a rare emotion. One the can rip you apart, numb you, strengthen you, anger you or sadden you as though nothing will ever feel the same. And for a reason unknown to me, once the wounds from the first have healed and scarred, graced us with insecurities almost irreversible.. we go back for more.
Once more we put everything on the line in the hope that this time, it might all go to plan.

Bye, Bye Winter Blues!

Whoa! What a downer winter can be! 

Time to wipe those winter blues away and start looking forward to the sunny season. 

But with the weather looking so glum, it's so easy to be sucked into it's comfy snuggies and early nights on the couch. Time to man up my princesses - let's get excited for the summertime!

In the next few weeks of the lead up to sunshine, i'm going to put my energy into preparing for the silly season and fight my snuggly temptations!

Christmas and festivals are just around the corner (as is beach and bikini time! eep!), so what better way to spend the drizzly days than by preparing yourself to beat the rush. 

Hand made Christmas presents, festival outfits and accessories and a bikini ready body is on the list for the next few weeks. 

Lets get excited!