Finally came to my senses.
The notion of being in love with a non existent being is confronting. When the love you feel is only from a fragment of their mind, not them as an entity. I'm happy with my life and myself. There is not a single thing i've regretted in my life and i'm proud to say that. I've taken risks, plunges and i've worked hard until the very end at everything i've ever done. Im at peace with the person i am, accepting i am emotional, i am strong, i am loving, i am caring, i am fun, i am intelligent and i am beautiful. I can count my friends on one hand, and i'm so extraordinarily content with that. A life is wasted when high and numb are the only sides of you. When you're ashamed of your emotions, your passion and your loving nature. When you look at what you've given up over the years for what you have, the lost friendships, lost loves and lost time, i hope you feel no regret. We strive for acceptance, from ourselves and from others. Reinventing ourselves solves nothing. You can change your hair, your clothes, your surroundings, your façade, but at the end of the day, you're still you underneath it all and always will be. You can hide, you can bottle it, you can be ashamed of it - but all you've done is made me ashamed of you.
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